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TEDx Talks
Published: 2017-09-06
Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e34cKAbJZbQ
so I too thought you know I was died this with the little dog patch we wanna get to yell my ways and you don't get to see me because of what I know was radio like that when I %HESITATION fell in love with video it was a time when we didn't really have a lot of digital it's based and I can see people I was in
love with and all I knew where voice is like a Harley I will buy toward I could dig up but then there were voices like high see what that was radio to me I would think you learn by but before that you know we've been talking to dress the eyes book so I did it when I was in the eyes book just talked with I'm a
radio host and though I get a lot of respect I get a lot of love I get a lot of anonymous I love you's on those shoe I will get a lot of gifts I get a lot of gall those who come in with queue and hello us I mean why does a loaded judge duelist my delivery of aims to give me my gifts and like
you know what's before ago was because they knew what madam going to hit and I think as a woman I make the most of my did your bag when I go to be led by us and by get it done but it's like a it was the most there trust me but this is nine percent of me this is what you see this is what I'm
helpful the ninety one percent of all of it is not knowing because not a lot of people have seen that I don't know if it's important but my existence it is fuller back like a lot of you I used to study mats with my radio on you've done that doing school I need a loterias okay so you took of that and I was just on my
physics chemistry I used to study him being this would review it but what was different was are you still got up this guy on the show and give out messages for my mom dad and for my friends I used to wait for this but legal in the afternoon she was a big messages in Hindi and there was this heavy body going voice at night and I
admit it is all the pain have revenge of the happy do I leave my my love your bullets are coming by by fans but I had a message ibidi I don't know what it is because I thought if I tell them I had a message for you on radio they would say listen I'm paying the phone bill stop doing it so I never I never did
that I don't think my friends would like on busy Lisa was putting so how did it in ninety five and you get a busy giving out messages flammable them either but I had a message every day because I wanted to hear my own self on the radio never did at that point of time I knew that I would be on the other side of the books
never so when I say read you'll there five let those are aid the I or are to me is a realization it never realized when I never realize I'd be on that site so I started because to me it might well or like I do isn't it was all about the books my parents have been very very vague nine because I think a lot of times
you don't realize what's good for you but they do so I am I like your mother bats mitts I will be out for a job in Gee netting entrance examinations I don't remember anything I don't remember anything about electromagnetic spectrum I don't remember anything except it's doing chemistry I don't remember anything about indications I but I do remember the doctor names though but I remember my
parents were not totally disappointed by not seeing my name in the list I don't like any of the engineering except but I remember I remember my father walking with utmost right when I come back to the entrance for probably the best undergrad mosque on course and at university that was my first realization Lydia life maybe I'm not as bright as the ninety three percent were because
I was not about student I was silly if I might be back at student who was not as bright as a ninety nine Florida but idealize it can be these guys with creative writing I can probably wouldn't up interviews in about a week and I am probably much better than all of them in group discussions because all of them appeared for the same exam and none
of them gilded so that was my first realization when I thought maybe my first it has been right so now you and evaluation what happens you meet all sort of different people and when you're in a course with the box in the mind the book food knowing that the view we've cinematic aggression cinema your somebody will only watches boiled things so what do you do you
act so radio much Elisabetta that to me has been act you learn how to behave with people were dying so what I did was I used to go to the library pick up the heaviest book which said words like psycho analysis I remember very clearly because I never understood what cycling as his wife I don't understand it today either but I used to carry the book
with my friends so that then what I did psychoanalysis I never did I mean they also talk about citizen given sound of music I used to talk about many packed and moved out and at that point of time I had to act nice because what usually happened was the use of a group discussions they used to be suggestions and advice as nobody really looked at me
for any because to them I was probably nonexistent I was the one who was busy W. for juniors documentaries I was busy voicing on this project but I was never in the classes where they were discussing communication selective attention selective retention and I don't remember what all the but I remember my first radio plus and that was when I realized maybe this is my calling maybe
I can be on the other side the bus but still like my mum and dad used to say studied computer education that's important maybe it could be it so that wasn't happening and I got the entrance for India's I missed Moscow's education mitigation that Donna do any seats and I was about fifteen adopt whether I can believe it but the fact is eclectic now get no
you'll need bubbles like communications tunes so now from psychoanalysis the books became have real jazzy up and I continued to act like one of them and from psycho analysis no wait move to feminism and I moved to new wave cinema something about but inevitable believe you because I thought that was a medium and justice diving merely by listening to every day that was the subject I
was probably learning by talking to a lot of radio he goes for my projects when I did a review project a production little I used to talk to people from the different but I never still realize that I could be on the other side of the box because sometimes what you like to do if I would want to if I love cytokine and never ever think
might be shuttlecock I just love him but things happen when you don't expect them to have so let us is that when I will to crack my nationally legibility desk and I became an associate professor so this long because my mother is now up to my boss does I'm standing and looking at myself in the mirror a lot of my graduate friends are drawing a lot
of money working well and I'm real completed my master's I am whatever lecture no but I don't want a beach so what do I do I I love this media I love radio but I don't know what to and you know jobs don't happen like this I like this a meal you know you need a lot of Jabbar I had none I don't know where you
live of you know my bed and I was loving services we really don't have any media connections whatsoever and radio is one please I know you can go on it only by your own says nobody can help you be on a nobody can teach you to speak for thirty seconds nobody got so I got my parents a lot of people said now your leg you know
eligible enough to Maggie north people let's not it is edited down here I am thinking I'm the most intelligent one because I'm a qualified teacher by the end of the day but what to do so I don't know if it is you know just give me somewhat let me try my hand in radio if it doesn't work I will go up I know the university's possible
inspect each but you'll have to give me something when my parents being my Peter they were pretty cool about it and I went to check with would you happen radio did happen and for the first time I was honored in a smaller city compared to our own interests and bill I saw a lot of people falling in love with the boys I saw a lot of
fun falling for the first time I had a lot of students coming in to meet me at least what sports show for the first time talking Denison could get a lot of people coming in meeting up with something that I'd never ever torn off but yes I was on the other side of the books lot of people this might be a struggle are going to be
but this might be the hard thing but I really think it wasn't these were just lessons and I've never had anything differently maybe moving cities what's but believing that was good but I came back to the left eight months I was engaging above my normal weight it was not because I was dressed like you begin with it was without eating alone I was so happy so
I came back home after eight months without any job you resort in situations an epidemic job in one of the radio station that that point of time and I tell you this was the hype up so somebody who's been on it somebody's gotta love comes back to daily it's a good job of an outdoor broadcast whose driver I was it'll be joke so what I used
to do I used to be on the radio for one minute of it but what that one minute a bit prior to that I used to be on the road I mean stories for six hours on what's happening in the city so next time when you have a person like an indoor garden will be dog running off to you in some busy markets of daily for
one sound bite please excuse yourself please give them those thirty seconds because maybe that person now you can think of would be they've got Daniel's back looking for just one sound bite so make sure you stop and give that a one thirty second by to elevate thank you because something goes into that and upbeat sometimes not be that one but if they're going to so yes
from data that one minute to your my own self in my own city of thirty five years of education it made no sense to me I was still getting closer to my dream so odd realization that happen I footage action going to happen during this way because you'll be against that's what I view to be on those matrimonial sites Edmund Blair Opdyke light up spoke to
me for twenty five minutes he continued to talk and they told me begun Maddie somebody was interviewed you you know because they talk about my feelings is going to be surprised what's happening but bill of yeah he said I'm not your usual gets advice up you kept on talking for twenty five minutes who knows as me and I hung up Sony decks in the whole it's
what's happened so when I was working with the station when I was on it for one minute I remember I was filling in for somebody else that was my first on air moment in my own city probably I didn't do a good job I got a call from somebody why am I boys and all that you could me you know you don't need to be on
it I don't ask why because I was too young I just thought I'd like the idea of his one year old in radio per se I said looking so it for act I continued like gnome I could cry before my parents because I collect they've invested all the time and money it's on the belief in me I can't tell them that listen I went on a
lunch with me off it so I don't know them I don't think my friends I can cry before my friends would like when I'm there you'll you'll I'm the one according to them was the strongest so iconic eyesight been could I and so things change gods being kind and always believe in something that I call I the I am greedy also means I I don't give
up radio happen I was on it for the longest period of my life but unfortunately after awhile I had to quit on radio again after five years which is four years ago this was the diamond the deal the radio works for the first time you realize my dream attached for the first time I realized after school and college I never knew there was a radio waiting
for but when I took a break from radio that was a time I realize my dream is just when doing I need to get back so this time to be with them and dedication for those wanting to once when I was a bit from radio I only applied in radio stations I sort ejections I saw friends night hoping up I saw a lot of people who
I never expected to be with me standing by me and you know what happened what get the funds coming in it was my teaching so education women bidders on was in resident or they like each ID to the you know what the demise of today I always tell people finish your education it's blamed one you never know when it comes in action you never know your
education would be or Tom got some for those wanting to ones that we find that kept them coming was because of teaching and because a lot of dubbing that I used to do for Janet's but really was not have but I read it I went up when the orchestra losers outside public of us up then that OD does ideally I I went to every possible crystal
reader and I remember this really we are looking Babaji getting the big dollar I said no don't see anything does it have you know I told him suck I am an old bottom right now I do understand I've lost everything possible done goal worse if you know when I will be back in radio telomere the west don't feel so he said beat up I give him
a hundred degrees he didn't deserve more I still give me one good reason because we had bought to clean up the hope that you need to give them some money I give a hundred with an illness because at that point of time I wanted nothing I wanted no negativity anyway do it again so the I. in radio I believe in myself never give up video happen
again four years ago I compete for use in my current organization tomorrow and this I want to go back to regular is hungry I was a little something more meaningful I know I will come to the old Vic in the radio which is only going so when they do happen this time and entered the studio the first thing I did was get it back to its