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Title: My Farewell Announcement
Published: 2021-07-31
Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxHG8zheQ44
Title: My Farewell Announcement
Published: 2021-07-31
Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxHG8zheQ44
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hello everyone this is a valid men's I know I have been away for quite a while you haven't heard from me for two to three months no videos no articles and I know that has led to all sorts of speculations hypothesis %HESITATION claims all I just wanted to do this video as an update but also to let you know that I will not be working as2/74
a journalist or analyst I won't be preparing any videos %HESITATION for at least nine months to a year and there's a question mark for that time period after that %HESITATION this is a really difficult video for me to record because I'm used to sitting here talking to you about geopolitics about politics about activism about important blacked out news but for this video hopefully it will be3/74
%HESITATION it would make sense to all of you it I'm going to start with a personal part now some of you may know from my previous videos %HESITATION what I had mentioned in the past my husband we have been married for thirty years and he was diagnosed with ALS %HESITATION another name for this terminal disease is a type of venue rock but the is %HESITATION Lou4/74
Gehrig's disease and there are different types of ALS some of them %HESITATION progress in a very slow over five ten years period before %HESITATION it is completely terminal and and there are other types that are %HESITATION more rapid progress the types of ALS my husband's ALS is the latter one and %HESITATION in the past year and a half to since diagnoses he has become disabled he5/74
is on wheelchair and with this disease also basically your nerves %HESITATION that function off your nerves start dying in different parts of your body and that includes your vocal cords he has lost sixty seventy percent of his speech are the ability to swallow food %HESITATION he has made sure that everyone knows that he refuses to have and he will not have seating too and %HESITATION so6/74
we have been managing with soft food because of the %HESITATION because of the difficulty or making it impossible to swallow food and %HESITATION with cold wet as you know I told my daughter she is she just turned thirteen adult falls school system and she is being home schooled it's a hybrid home schooling %HESITATION program meaning part of it is at home and part of it is7/74
in this incredible place that does not have any indoctrination practices with excellent excellent educators real educators not indoctrinate ears and so she's been home most of the time with us %HESITATION during this difficult time my husband %HESITATION went under %HESITATION has been under hospice care since March of this year and %HESITATION he's at home by %HESITATION we have hospice nurses and physicians visiting our house several8/74
times a week to help with %HESITATION with that with the caring so that basically sums up why I have been away and why I will be away for at least the next nine months to a year because that's the time period they have given us of for %HESITATION before my husband %HESITATION dice I those of you who've known me for a long time you know that9/74
I don't sugar coat things no matter how difficult or hardcore sat the subject matter is I I try to tackle things %HESITATION on factual basis and address them as such %HESITATION the reason %HESITATION qualifying this sabbatical as %HESITATION maybe permanent maybe may be short term one year or so is because I don't know I really don't know and the reason it's important for me to share10/74
this with you has to do with my subscribers our subscribers both with my news but %HESITATION our media organization to be set up several years ago %HESITATION based on cable and subscription but also for the %HESITATION more recent channel I've put together %HESITATION it's been about a year and a half under a patron and we have subscribers there as well and I know I should have11/74
done this earlier and I apologize for being out of touch due to going through out a very difficult period it was something that I can't %HESITATION procrastinating now I was thinking of conveying all this via ad newsletter to my subscribers only to our subscribers are community members %HESITATION but it just didn't sit right it didn't feel right and %HESITATION I'm still gonna do that because I'm12/74
sure many of fog our community members will not see this video either because they have to stop going to the website or %HESITATION because as you know YouTube has been blacking out my channel for the past three four years so I will be sending all our subscribers %HESITATION and use letter explaining this in the shorter format as well but I I I made the decision to13/74
date that I needed to do this and I needed to do this today and be able to look you look at you look in the eyes through the camera lens and %HESITATION and also be able to talk about this because it's been %HESITATION very difficult to open up and talk about what it means how it feels etcetera etcetera for some people opening up to others or14/74
seeking things like group therapy etcetera support groups help for some of us those things down and again I am I guess I fall into that category I have been a very private person all my life as a family we have been extremely extremely private and %HESITATION blacked with that said there are so many or few who have been my I don't know my support groups for15/74
years to real difficult times and %HESITATION some of you I consider good friends some of you are closer to me than even some of my family members of so I guess all these reasons coming together %HESITATION gave me this I don't want to call it courage by determination to Sydney for the camera and connect with you in person I I have been known as a confident16/74
person when it comes to work when it comes to politics talking about geopolitics providing analysis before that going into meetings through my organization national security whistleblowers coalition and whether it is to meet and work with various law firms and attorneys or walk the halls of Congress close things I'm not saying those things are easy piece of cake but I didn't have a really hard time doing17/74
it itself and I have given the impression of being someone really confident however I am not becomes two issues personal matters and especially difficult personal times like this this is something I'm not used to do and I really appreciate you being understanding if I repeat myself or I stutter or %HESITATION if maybe some of my conversation here today sounds like babbling because as I said I18/74
haven't done this before and I hope I won't ever have to do this again so why do I want to first tackled the issue the topic of subscribers is because I haven't been producing any videos any articles I haven't written anything any analysis for about three months and many of you live great subscribers community might act in this community irate minority members many off you'll have19/74
remained as my subscribers I'm thankful but I don't think it's fair it's not fair and %HESITATION I'm giving you this notice this heads up so what the heck you with unsubscribe and though not to waste your money because there won't be any videos or articles come and I don't know what I'm going to be doing a year from now I haven't decided on that is the20/74
decision that my daughter and I will make together and we are not at that point to make the decision so I'm asking you if you have %HESITATION if you have watched if you have listened to the podcast the videos there are thousands of them over appeared off %HESITATION thirteen fourteen years home to unsubscribe and %HESITATION maybe channels that money and your generous subscription %HESITATION contributions to21/74
other venues %HESITATION who are active and they are engaged in real journalism analysis for activism we haven't we have never needed activism as much as being needs today and some of you may ask why don't you go and cancel it all automatically from your end and I want to explain that as well the reason I haven't canceled it number one is there so much material there22/74
and the website is gonna remain where it is it's gonna be there without anything new coming being published %HESITATION however so many of you have told me through this in the past one or two years that there's there's so much archive material that you haven't even tapped into you haven't had the time houses and houses of hours of podcasts and videos not only mine but also23/74
all other team members we have had all at news by professor Kovacevich of Peter leave hi in all so many videos so many videos and so many podcast programs before that that I had food used together with Peter B. Collins many of these are are timeless and what do I mean by that it most of the work we did most of the work I did throughout24/74
this fourteen fifteen years with %HESITATION boiling frogs post which later became more into new spied their timeless macro issues whether you're talking about civil liberties whether we're talking about government whistleblowers whether we are talking about censorship coopted media geopolitics of Central Asia Caucasus they are not they haven't been based on Hey here it is here's the latest news or latest gossip or the latest scandal and25/74
we go and talk about it for a few weeks and then the new scandal comes and then we'll go chase that I made sure that we didn't practice that style or whatever you wanna call it journalism our is always been my content always been macro issues timeless issues the issue of censorship %HESITATION police the state practices pseudo terrorism false flags synthetic terrorism all those cases all26/74
those topics all those issues as valid today maybe even more so then they were ready to be produced them %HESITATION when I what about them and those of you who have said I don't want you to cancel my subscription make sure you don't can't cancel mine because when I find time I go back and I listened to some of your podcast talking about this or that27/74
or other producers we have had and %HESITATION so don't cancel cancel it when I feel like it when I feel like I have listened to most of the things or watched most of the things that I wanted to watch that's why it's difficult to just go ahead and cancel the subscription and then say okay it's it's it's gone that's why I want to ask you I28/74
want to give you that chance that opportunity to decide and say I have Bob I have gone through the things I have wanted to and I don't have any more use for this whole website or for this material so I cancel and in the description part of this video at news but also at Peachtree and also you too I hate even saying that port I will29/74
%HESITATION I will love provide you with the steps is very simple it's self explanatory to cancel your subscription how do you go about doing that whether you have annual subscription or monthly subscription and %HESITATION I again I apologize for not I think you know about this earlier you know people talk about the stages of grief it's very similar with of terminal diseases %HESITATION and situations like30/74
this because it's an ongoing grieving process is like a prolonged grieving process and throughout this process you go through that denial phase and the anger phase and maybe the phase where you say I don't want to do anything I just want to go and curl up and and just left be left alone so you go through various stages sometimes you go through those stages simultaneously of31/74
course in our case things are much harder because of my daughter just turned thirteen so be have %HESITATION let me put it this way those of you mother I'm sure fathers as well you you understand then you end up warning or feeling the sadness or whatever you're feeling far more so because of your child or for your child then you do for yourself so is the32/74
case here it has been for us saw a gate apologies for not posting this earlier please cancel your subscription if you no longer have the need to if you don't have to use the only thing I am not %HESITATION I am not turning off into I'm not putting aside during this difficult period is %HESITATION my Florida organization that just set up about seven months ago in33/74
December January of %HESITATION last December January Florida unites games mandated insanity I can't afford all putting that aside we can't afford we can't afford to stop that organization and related activism I'm not talking but we can't afford money wise there's no money involved in non informed me and I will put the link for those of you who have maybe missed all of this organization we set34/74
up here in Florida self explanatory obviously he how could you spell that from now we are more than a year and a half into this insanity designed purposefully put in place scripted eight very well defined objectives that they're accomplishing pandemics it's not only about masks mandatory mass is not only about distancing and being locked locked down it's not only about vaccination if that's what you want35/74
to call this jab mandatory job that is becoming mandatory is already mandatory in many places in the US it is one hundred percent mandatory vaccination passport in many countries already in the and yes it's been one and a half year it's not going anywhere it's going to morph is gonna get into this ever evolving %HESITATION the script it plan put in practice by the exact same36/74
people by the exact same interests that brought to us provided us with nine eleven I'm talking I'm speaking with certainty because I am one hundred percent certain about this as in the past as before for me at least the biggest outrage or maybe disappointment would be a better word for it has to do has been people people factor the majority big majority not only here in37/74
the United States but all over the world because these types of dictators that we have had them for hundreds and thousands of years they will only give you these authoritarian police state practices abuses they would keep it give people as much crap as they know people will be willing to take or even be grudgingly take so the level of wrongdoing atrocities inflicted upon us we the38/74
people is one hundred percent correlated with the amount we are willing to put up with it swallow well I guess we all know that the majority of people around the world everywhere I have this very large B. big capacity for taking abuse it's a sad fact but it's a fact none the less this is why I'm saying that I'm not gonna wrap want me now granted39/74
I'm in Naples Florida I am not able to travel first of all I won't get on the plane even without the situation here at home with all the mask at center and all the nonsense but I can travel at this point and I can go two meetings etcetera once in a while but for me it's not about me it's about admins only we already have five40/74
chapters different parts of Florida and we have incredible chapter organizers people like us people like in my community our community for the past nearly two decades B. R. D. irate minority we are determined we are one hundred percent determined to fight I just mention we are not sending our kids to dis indoctrination camps I just make that major decision at least six was a major decision41/74
during this disaster is time for us dealing with terminal illness to start home school that was not an easy decision I hear some people saying things like oh well I can't afford a home school my kids is going to be time consuming I don't have the money we are both working he we are to and some of us have even more problems and more difficult times42/74
than those people where both parents are working full time this is so important this is the most important thing in my life my child I've having child a child having children at least for me it's having these children being the most important the number one priority in your life minus ninety I'm sure many of you feel the same way about your children sending our children do43/74
these fascist dictators indoctrination here and the cost of I'm talking about money I'm not talking about money I wanted to check and I know there are millions of Americans who have made that choice however difficult it may be wami will continue I'm open here %HESITATION you can always contact me by email and our chapter organizers in Orlando in the villages in fort Lauderdale here in Naples44/74
with me I'm gonna find it I about a month ago I went to a school board meeting with a few other activists I will put a link hopefully able to remember and put a link for you the description part of this video and I think wait wait I thought we did fantastic MV one S. a small small victory we won on the mask issue that both45/74
the summer and this coming September %HESITATION collier county the school board reversed that position and they said no mandatory mask and it's going to be optional now granted it's probably temporary a temporary victory you know when victories like this case with collier county comments come about what happens is they come up with a souped up out synthetic situation in this case now we have the downtown46/74
area right I don't want to get into all that even though I have a lot to say I have been reading a lot I have been as always spending two three hours a day specially since I'm home most of the time a reading articles %HESITATION and for myself analyzing get both on the domestic situation here in the United States but also international politics now we are47/74
looking more at a global politics of pandemic and in my previous video it's there on you too last time I checked it was there I told you pandemic and then you're going to have global warming down because I have the epidemic of %HESITATION gun violence gun related violence actually here in the United States milk mainly cyber warfare is coming is already here but it that video48/74
was produced for five months ago they got us put this souped up cyber warfare keep the fear alive keep that fear factor functioning taking away our critical thinking the ability %HESITATION taking away our commonsensical rational approach to life no just like nine eleven terrorists ISIS al Qaeda at nine eleven it's like you want to play we have this flu that has now morphed into the deadliest49/74
disease ever is the horrifying pandemic is going to wipe out the planet global warming all the ice melting everywhere every single fires because of every single flight is because of the act anything that three you still have now it's because of global warming cyber it's it's as long as they keep this fear with the majority alive as long as with the mainstream media and the pseudo50/74
alternative media outlets they take away your own critical thinking ability and our common sense our ability to judge from fiction they gonna make it work for him they're gonna make it make for us lose every take everyday beans I've been losing our dignity our liberties our basic human rights and yet I can hear the crickets can you I can't give up on local activism I will51/74
not give up on that it's about my child as well it's it's about it's about our lives every aspect of it it's not the only one aspect it's not something that you can say you know what so I won't travel I won't get on the plane and I will boycott it and be done with it it's not that it's it's everything is your employment it's even52/74
going to market to get your basic %HESITATION necessities is your children and there's they're saying they're gonna come door to door and they're going door to door there will be other pressure methods and I'm waiting for them they got a they are going to link our healthcare insurance to just submitting to these mandatory Japs today is cold and delta tomorrow's going to be some other fluids53/74
then they gonna make three %HESITATION jabs when they combine three jabs in one you know how they did it tetanus is no longer you can't go I can't get tetanus shot is now three of them you have to take all three diphtheria as well who cares if the if the area doesn't exist here in in the in in the western world you still have to take54/74
it somebody's making money and some rulers are gaining more control over our body see what happens I just start talking and it morphed into activism and politics swamy dot org will remain because it's not me there are other organizers and to gather community and %HESITATION it's not at journalism website less believe this and and this on a positive note on some positive things and that has55/74
to do with it me and you hand out those of you who've been with me for so many years nearly two decades I I know it's not tangible in terms of pointing at things like the S. for that what I believe to get their B. B. have accomplished a lot of things more than just raising awareness and together we have fought many fights together and I56/74
am just so grateful to to my court community to make this last two decades journey of activism politics journalism analysis a joint journey when we did it together it was always us together it's was not me and a handful of people it there are so many of you I already know my name and by your voices on my voice is what I mean is the way57/74
you think the way you express yourself I'm not able to respond to many of you will have been sending emails because I don't have that luxury of time but I read every single email now when I say I don't know if a year from now once my husband is dead and he has been given up to a year I don't know if I'm gonna come back