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TEDx Talks
Published: 2011-08-03
Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=21j_OCNLuYg
that's one word that I always wanted fair to everybody in my life not that word is live if you think so easy and fun we thought that I I never think like that when I was in Bangkok I feel like life is very hard very complicated I was alone in there well the less on the not a fan of Thailand at menopause get everything is fun
and easy but when the TV came many people came to develop this that you are poor you need to follow sexy on July you need to go to Bangkok to pursue the thing FS in your life the I feel bad I feel poor so I need to go to Bangkok when I went to Bangkok is not very fun I said you need to learn study a
lot and worked very hard and then you can get that the I work very hard eight hours per day and meet but what I can eat it with a bowl of noodles chromium or sometime in itself pride I think think and that is that is very bad a small room with a lot of people it's the it's very hot I sought to question a lot when
they work hard why my life so it must be something wrong because I could use a lot of things that I cannot get enough I'm just trying to learn I try to study I tried to study in university it's very hard to learn the newest because it's very hard but and that's not a law that does something in university every faculty most of them is destructive
knowledge yes No produktivnost in you know what people mean when I look at something like that if you've done for me I can take all internet this means you're really in LAR you know more his people work the mountain in the destroy more and the good land in itself we are basing even be calling the company and more and more we destroy more in the long
agricultural faculty or something like that this mean you learn how to place and the toxic kit the land the water and then to destroy everything I feel like that everything they do is so complicated so hot and everything we just make it hard life is so hard I feel disappointed I saw that thing about why I have to be here in Bangkok I think I thought
about when I was kid no money well it hours per day everybody want to I was two months a year pending rice on money and how has the right not to mind the rest is free Tom Hanlon the pri Tom that's why people have so many festival in tight and every month I have because they have so much free time and then in and then Tom
everybody and take a nap even now in allow it and when he could anybody go to Laos you can people take a nap after lunch and god they wake up I guess gossiping how's your son in law how Theo vice naughty in long that's people have a lot of time but at that time because they have a lot of time they have come to believe it
themselves and then they have time to meet it themselves they have come to understand himself when they understand himself they can see what they want and then I the appeal of many people say that they want happiness they want love they want to enjoy their life some people see a lot of beauty in that light so the express their beauty in many ways some people are
just calling the handle of the knife very beautiful the vase get heavy being very nice but now nobody uses it nobody can do something now that people use plastic everywhere so I feel like it is something wrong in there I cannot live in this way up leaving the I decide to quit university and went back home when I went back home I stopped at I mean
like a window remember when I was a kid I sought to work two months a year I thought both kinds of right and then the whole family six people we need less than half a ton per year so they can sell some rice and then I am taking a dump to pawn to fix pawn may have just to eat all year round I me I thought
a small garden let less than I have an acre and that's been fifteen minutes per day to take haven't gotten I have one and tho they were ID of vegetable in god so six people cannot eat all of it we have surplus who fail in the market myth of we can make some income in that you so I feel like it is easy why have to
be in Bangkok for seven years working hard and then don't have enough to eat but here only two months the end fifteen minutes Monday I can fit six people that's easy and after that I mean I thought I think that stupid people like me whenever get a good grade in the school cannot have a house because people want clear what I mean we'll get number one
in that class every year this man even they get a good job Monday need to work more than that though the years that have a house but for me who cannot finish university how can I have a house hopeless love people who have no indication that me but when I sought to do it in building it's so easy I spent two hours Monday at five o'clock
in the morning to seven o'clock in the morning two days for two hours Monday and three months I got a house and another friend who was once the most claiming that pop he spent three months the bill his house to not have to be in that he had to pay is that the the year so how have him I have twenty nine years and ten months
of free time so I feel that life is so easy and I knew I think I can feel how easy like that and the other I keep building housing area at least one Hosea now I have no money but I have many houses my problem is tonight Mishel and go to sleep so how is not a problem anybody can build a house the kids though then
yes all of the school may make mix again that make a house either one month they have a library the kiss him in the house very old none can build a hot twelve itself many people can be a house so it's easy in his underneath me and try if somebody one have how and then the next thing is clothing I feel like that Amcor I feel
like I'm not handsome I try to dress like a someone else like a movie star to make myself look good no better I spend one one to save money to buy a pair of jeans whenever I get a turn left and turn right look at here Miro every time I know I'm the same person the most expensive Pam cannot change my life I feel like I'm
so crazy why I had to buy it spent one month to have a pap hands it doesn't change me I something more about that why we need to follow passion because then if a law has a minute just a minute because they follow it so none follow it just they're here do what we could do was let me half so I think that until now ten
years and they will buy any clothes all the clothes the happiest left over from people when people come to visit me when they let me then that the eleven out of cloth so I have puzzled because now and and then when people see me we have any old cost them give meanwhile cloth so my problem is I need to get close to people menu often now
so it's so easy and then I stopped buying because if you let go it's not only cloth is about something else in my life I need to I like what I learned is when I am by something anything about I'm biased because I like it all I buy it because I I need so if I am because that I like it does mean I'm wrong the
I feel more free anything like it and the last thing is when I get sick what may I do I know where you are in a bikini because when they have no money what I do but I start to contemplate more not only signet it's normal being is not a bad thing think that is something to remind us that we did something wrong in my life
that's why we get the so when they get sick and need to stop and come back to myself and thing about me what I did wrong so I learned how to use water to heal myself how to do it use up the hill my cell and then how do you basic the art no list can help myself so how do I rely on myself useful thing
I feel like life is very easy I feel something like that the dome was something that I feel free I feel like I don't wanna buy anything much I have less fear I can do what I weigh one in my life before that I have a lot of fear I cannot do anything but now I feel very Theophylact and unique person on this earth nobody like
me I don't need to make myself like anybody else and they want number one the thing that gets me when he lied and and after that I start to a I the thing about when I was in Bangkok I feel very doc in my high I saw other thing many people of many things like me at that time though I mean stop workplace call Punpun in
July this fast and the man and it does too saving thing tickling scene because it is put put his life in that's no sleep no life no sleep no freedom no sleep no happiness because you live in the pain on somebody else you because you have no food so it's very important to say if the that's why the focus on saving see that the main thing
to be in Punpun and the second thing is it's the learning center we want to have a center well I'll itself to learn learned how to make life easy because we will talk to make life come recant and hot all the time how can we make it easy it's easy but make no know how to make it easy anymore because because they always make it complicated
and now we sought to learn and learn to be together because I've never talked to Dick misconduct ourselves on everything else to be independent so we can rely on the money on the we don't need to rely on each other but now to be happy we need to come to connect without fail again to connect a lot of people to connect our mind and body to
get it again so we can be happy life is easy and fun beginning until now what alone if the full basic needs full house clothes and medicine must be cheap and easy for everybody that's the civilization but if the man is folding heart and very hard for many people to get it deaths unseemly life so now when we look at every Valhalla everything is so hard
to get so I feel like that now is the most uncivilized era of human on this we have so many people want penis but you know I speak have so many university on the other have so many clever people on this earth but home life is harder and harder we make it hard for whom we will not go home right now I feel like it is
wrong it's not normal so I just want to come back to normal do me a normal person to be equal to anyone the birth make a nest in one or two days Democrat Vic a hole in one night but there came a human like us spent the early years we have a house and many people can believe that I cannot have a they can even they
can have a hole in his life so this long why me destroy Alice Springs why out we destroy our ability that much so I feel like a is enough for me to live in the normal way in the anomaly so now I've become I try to be normal but people look at me as normal people crazy people but I don't care because it's not my fault
is their fault because that thing right now so my life is easy and light now just enough for me people can think whatever they want I cannot manage anything outside myself what they can do it change my mind managed my mind now my mind is light and easy nothing now if anybody wants to have a choice you can have a choice try to be easy I
